Unhappy or what?

Happy 30th weeks to myself, and thankyou Lil'Ray for still wanting to swim inside :)
I don't know why first pic my ball looked so big. It's the size of a 30 weeks ball liao.
What can i expect more when my ball look normal already? Yes, n-o-r-m-a-l (!!!)
& i don't like my belly button. No niceeeee~

Stepping into third trimester, there's a lot of complaints coming out from my mouth.
I even experienced water retention on my feets now. Look like a pair of swollen/injured feets.

Friday, went to meet my ah la bu for dinner. Queued for Barcook Bakery. The bread was nice!
Wanted to have Sakae lunch, but was already late for last order, so we waited for dinner time..
Walked around Raffles Place, decided on the beanpillow i wanted. Quite expensive, but it's nice.

Went in early for dinner, chit chatted and gossiped like always. Had KOI before heading back..
Happy happy talk about Saturday go ah ma house let cousin-in-law massage face etc.. Then? -.-

Supposingly, Saturday should be spent over at ahma's place. But sad to say, aunt passed away.
Everyone was there, present, to pay their respect to her. Yet i'm at Alj, eating and sleeping.
Yes, unfilial is the word. Thanks to our not-yet-fourth-month marriage.

Seriously, don't ask me why haven 4 months cannot go. Becos' even my ah ma also don't know.
Whatever it is. Continue crying over it got what use? Cry also cannot go, nv cry also cannot go..
Now can only suck thumb wait till after 4 months, then go to pay a super late respect.
By then, i guess already can join cousins for aunt's 49 days ritual already.
BUT! Lil'Ray will be out by then.. Let's see. What else i can hear again.

Hopefully, cousins could be as strong as ever. Bcos' on a happier note, aunt was fred from pains.

Today, woke up late as Friday night i didn't sleep well. Keep waking up to check my phone.
6th sense? I don't know why either. Keep waking up in between to check my phone.
& ah la bu really called during one of my wake up(s)... zZz.

Went to prepared around 2pm, went to meet Tais.. Headed to CWP for dinner.
Short trip. Went home right after getting nail cutter for Lil'Ray. Still thinking what i'm short of.

Back home alone, parents not at home either. Damn emo.
What's more, the sound of the drums along with bells and the long long chants.
Near my block there's a funeral wake i guess. Uh, this coincidence thing damn sucky...
Called Daddy and ask him come back quickly to accompany me. & he's just back :)
My good Daddy~ Gonna wait till Mommy is back home then i go to bed.

Tomorrow, Accounting CA @ 11am. I'm not prepared, neither do i have the mood to prepare.
Just don't know why i don't have the mood to settle myself down to revise for this paper.

I'd never find Life's unfair. I feel that when we loses something, we bound to gain something.
Now we loses our aunt, what have we gained? This time, i really feel that Life is really unfair...