It's a life.

Month One.

Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat,
Is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two.

Mommy,
Today I learnt how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me,
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,
I’m a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.

Month Four.

Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am. Mommy, i'm your baby.
I think and feel.

Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.

Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
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Blog-hopped around and i saw it. Emotional baby :/
& i'm glad that i did not undergo abortion. Because i think that fetus can really feel.

Before you want to go for an abortion, have you told ur baby what's the answer to his questions?

No money? No freedom? No time for him? Is this being responsible to ur child, or to yourself?

If you don't want to be responsible to your child, than wear a condom even before you/your partner starts.

Many women are trying to conceive. & even some, suffered from miscarriages or stillbirth(s).

Yet some, going for abortion of their healthy babies. Because of their selfish reasons?
Money is something you've to earn. Freedom is something you can seek and plan.
Time is something you can fork out. If you can't afford to sacrifice, then why play with fire?

As i was typing this entry, i was reminded of a girl i heard from my friend.
She's so "fit" that she still can conceive even after several times of abortions.
Yet, she don't appreciate the god's gift. Disgusted me a lot.

& she's still having fun without condom even after the first and second abortion.
She can take it so easily that she created the life, and she can just fking abort it away.
To me, she treats the fetus as a nobody. Irresponsible, is the word for her.

It's a life. I don't know why she couldn't re-consider her decision in the first place.
Whatever it is, i feel so disgusted from those who are so cruel.
Or perhaps, i can't understand how they feel yet. Afterall, it's my one-sided story.

& i want to thank my man, for wanting to keep our precious, no matter what :)