So many many thing...

Thursday is really coming on the way soon. It's just 2 days away.
Wow-ed me, but still, not really into total revision for my Taxation.
Why, becos' i'm watching TV while holding onto my textbook :)
Till date, i only manage to memorise the percentage of tax for the penalty thingy.
How nice!? :/

Another thing is, the gender of my precious..
I will not disclose it on my blog, i will let my closest friends and relatives to know it.

Besides, i would like to disclose it MYSELF. I'm the mother of this child. Not any Tom, Dick or Harry.

Please don't be a kpo transmitter/reporter and let others know, thank you in advance to everyone.

If you do it, whatever happens in the future, i won't let you know anymore. Be it big or small.

You're just taking whatever i've said as a topic of your gossip (that's how i feel).

From the moment i know about my pregnancy, alot was spreading it as if they're the mother of my child.

This really pissed me off alot. I was taken as a topic with no respect from anyone who spreads it.

Who were the ones who are really sharing the joy with me, and who're the ones that are standing at a side laughing, i knew it clearly.

Hao lian or what about the gender thingy, it's up to how you think about it.
Because i've seen someone we trusted for 5 years, ended up being the one betraying us the most.
It's never easy to trust someone easily after that.

But i would like to thank you to all my friends, who have been giving me advices during my first 10 weeks of pregnancy, whether is it wise to keep this angel before letting my parents know about my choice.
Especially to my Tais and QE girls. You girls have listed out alot for me to think it through..
I know i'm being stubborn in your eyes. Hehehe~

What's waiting for me in the future, nobody knows.
But one important thing is, i will not and would not let myself to regret about giving up almost everything now just for my little angel. This little life was created out partly by me, and i have to be responsible.

To me, abortion is never a way to resolve this problem.
Or perhaps, i always believe that a child is a gift that heaven/God had sent us :)