Tonight.

I will be having a lot of things to blog tonight. Right after the discussion..
When i woke up for toilet this morning, i came to realise that my Dad knew it all along!
But i didn't know it. So all my assumptions was right..
- Ask me, MUST drink bird nest before my dinner when he always ask me better drink only,
- Suddenly talk about god-ma when there's nothing practically going on recently,
- Deposited a sum of money into my account when he did not strike lottery,
- Dad want me take care of the bank book he deposit money into.
- Mom ask me to tidy my room becos Melboy and his Moms are coming up, Pa didn't say anything.
- Dad cook oysters, i pinched on one or two, he stared at me (i 怕怕, don't dare to continue) :/

So he knew it all along! Then i still gong gong dai dai scare here and there like dog. zZz.
Alamak!

Today when i woke up, i still couldn't believe that there's something growing in me, making me puke whenever i'm hungry, or rather he/she is hungry. HAH! As usual, before i open my eyes, i will stretch myself, real hard.
My stomach got a real bad pain. -.-
Okay, always didn't heed Lin's words and kick away this habit. Orbi-quek to me.
Looking at the ceiling, thinking that few months later i will be away from this home, my heart aches real bad.
I really can't live without my parents. Damn spoilt already.
Especially the thought that i'll be at Aljunied, the journey back to Woodlands is so damn long, fucking heartpain.
But thinking Melboy is going to get his license soon, feeling so much better..

I hope i'm going to be married to someone who can give me the assurance in the future, not only now...